Insomnia again

Writen at 2am, Why am I awake when I've got to be up for work in the morning?

The last few weeks have been much worse for my sleep problem. The problem is I'm stuck in a feedback loop situation, perpetually tired! I can't sleep, awake until 2 or 3am then meant to be up at 7 to 7.30 ish each day to get the kids washed, dressed and fed.

What really happens is I struggle, try to keep my eyes open, then fail miserably.... wake up half an hour or more later and do everything in a blind panic. I've got good at putting on foundation as I cycle one-handed, but that's not a good thing to admit really!

Right now as I type into my phone my partner, although I should say fiance, is fast asleep making a hideous amount of noise.... I'm tempted to record and you tube it. Honestly, its extreme opposites..... dear fiance, shut the heck up!?

Is it ok to murder as a cure for snoreing?